"divulge:vidabella"

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Gg friend name shakilah also my friend organize a picnic at east coast park.. Where I,my young sister name suraya and my ex follow me to her picnic and we reach there around 4.30pm. When we reach there, I she that girl again..ar..wth!! I just hack a care about her and just talk with my old school friend..i and my sister just eat…and..eat…and..eat…after eating we cam-core for a moment…lolz…then I send my ex to the bus stop cause he need to report back to his camp at 9.30pm…after sending him, I and suraya just make a new friend and her name is Hazel…I called her hazel nut…lol…WTH…I like fucking buster man!!hmm..nothing much happening today…I and suraya when back home with hazel at 10pm…

PHOTOSS>>>

In the toilet make-up

twits ayee...=))

suraya drinking water??

ouh...we sure look like EMO!! duh

Janna and me

Fadly and me

suraya,me,shahirah and janna

duh...we look like branch of BICUTES!!

Hazel and me

craziness of us

we look like a goth...

arrr....roar....!!!

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

10:12 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Arr!!! The day I cut my hair!! Short…I call Gg up to ask her for a favor to follow me to the hairdresser at her place there..the hairdresser name is Snip Avernue..when I inside told one of the aunty I think so but actually she look young to me but I don’t know whether to call her what..lolz
I just told her that I want my hair to be short and the other to be long..after finish cutting..the result..Hmmm..i think in the end it look not bad at all ar..average…lolz

PHOTOS!!!

It look suck!!

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

10:09 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Hmmm..today it was a bad mood for me but I manage to put a smile on me..cause I suppose to hang out with me ex-boyfriend but I meet him at 3pm in the afternoon at far east plaza.. But at 1pm, I hang out with Gg and her friends for awhile after that I meet him..we just walk at orchard cause she told me that Arsyad is performing at the streets with his friends for some events or charity I think so..
OMG!! it been long time I never meet him seen last years during hari raya times..That was the first time I got to know him from Gg friends..we us to msg and talk on the phone..i use to have a crush on him…OMG…I cant believe that he really2 in front of me playing the guitar…ar….i feel like fainted in front of him..lolz..after he finish his performing, he was walking forward to my direction..at first I was thinking he want to talk to me but end up he talk to this girl friend of Gg…WTH!! Gg told me that they like each other but they are not boyfriend and girlfriend…OMG…my hearts broken into pieces..after knowing that ..arr…Gg she told me just forget about him..then I say yeah..i should but I told her I cant cause I still have memory about him..after walking with them..i and Gg walk behind them and i saw them holding each other hands…
OMG!!! WTH…I say to Gg…ar…I cant stand it walking behind them..It making my eyes feel so pain watching them…ar…they when for a lunch at far east plaza where I suppose to meet up with my ex-boyfriend..when time pass 3pm, I and Gg wait for my ex to come..After he reach already,me and Gg friend her friend and I wanted to say that I need to go off…When I saw Arsyad , I quickly hold my ex hand..to make Arsyad feel jealous..lolz..After saying goodbye to Arsyad, Gg and her friends, I and my ex when off to other places..we when to vivo city to have a chat cause it been long time I never have a chat with him..cause that time he just broken up with his girlfriend I was quite up sad with him and feel pity for him that why I meet him to entertain him with my joke and just share up our feeling..to bright him day up..after talking about his girlfriend he talk about my..
OMG?? why must that subject must come out from his mouth…he say how about you find some ones already?? I told him I broken up with my boyfriend during my birthday time and for now I just want to have some fun and want to be a single for a moment..but I told him that I got a crush on this guy name yakuzi..and he wish me all the best to get him…I was laughing non-stop and I say to him that i don’t know if I can get this guy heart or not..the only things I can say to him that I have a crush on him…that if what that guy can accept what I say to him..=))After talking, we took some photos of us to remember the time that we spend the great time with each other..aww..that so….sweet..hahaha..At 9.30 we hack back to home, he send me back and told me thank for spending time with him..i told him it my pleasure..

MORE PHOTOS!!

i look like a hip-hop girl huh??

twist..=))

OMG!!! he messy up my hair...noooo

Arr....i want to bit you!!

Me and Fadly

Roar!! scathing you!!

ROCK ON!!

yo!! watup!!

Arrr...no......

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

5:31 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

Finally the day has come!!
Where my family’s busy preparing for the event at their shop..cause my they just open a new shop ..where everyone is BUSY…BUSY..and TOO BUSY with their staff…My mum and her worker’s busy cooking, my dad busy cleaning up things and for me and my siblings busy calling friends to come over to our shop at changi village…lolz..we didn’t invite that many people to come over cause some of our friends busy with their own staff.. That event start at 6pm in the evening, but my sibling friends reach here early at about 2pm..as for me…duh don’t say it ar…some of them reach at 4pm and the late ones reach at 6pm..lolz..actually I didn’t expect this guy name yakuzi to come but he really come wit his friends..he intro me to his friend ..i can’t remember his friend name.. I think his name is izudin ..i think so..can’t remember it…after that I intro them to my GIRLFRINEDS!!! We find a sit to have a chit chat with each others..About 7 pm my mum as me to gather my friends to eat but yakuzi and izudin need to go off early cause of some things going on but my mum hold them back to ask them eat before they leave but they don’t want to..what can I do?? I can’t force people to eat right???lolz…after sending them to the bus stop, I when back to the shop to have my dinner with my girlfriends…when we finish eating our food and desert, we when to changi beach to have a fresh air..while walking there one of my friend slipper torn off…hahaha…she just walk wit bare foots..i just keeping laughing at her and she said “shut up”!! Opppss.. didn’t mean to laugh at you..lolz..=)
At 9.30pm, after walking here and there and laughing like hell, my friends decided to go home.. I just send them to the nearest bus stop and hack back to the shop…After cleaning the shop me and my family went back home to have a good rest..=))

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

5:18 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

It was a pleasant day for me today,but there's nothing much happening today..But i manage to make a new friend but he is a guy..lolzz...We just chat and introducting ourself to each other...his name is Yakuzi..He is quite funny guy,talk a lot at msn and like to use this words LOLZ only for laughing..do you guys find it wired??...hahaha..The whole day i just chatting with him at msn and talk about songs and MORE songs!!!
I also ask him weather he wanted to come over to my parents new kopishop at Changi Villages..cause they make open houses for their new stall..=))
And i ask him if he want to come,he can bring along his friends cause the more the merrier people said..=))
So i just need to wait for his answer on 15 june...ayee..
So 15 JUNE here i come!!! lolz

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

7:28 AM

Friday, June 8, 2007

It Friday's where i always meet up with Sam again..lolz
As usually meet up at Tampines MRT station at 5pm in the afternoon...
But this time i'm the one who reach first before him...Cause he end his class very late today..If i reach late again probably he will be mad at me...ayee...=))
That time we don't know where to go or where to hang out..I ask him let go Vivo City..he said " Vivo again"??....I say yeah then you want to go where ?? Do tell me "Town" again??...I dont want ler!! He say okie then anythings..
So we move on ahead to Vivo City..When we reach there, we when to Long John Silver to have our dinner..After finish dinner, we when to TOY OR US to buy lollipop and night light..Then when to the counter to buy two tickets to go SENTOSA with him..WTH!! i been SENTOSA for only two time inculding with Sam now too...arrr...OMG!!! so poor things!! That time i went here with teacher's and my classmate to have camp at there..We when there by school bus......and now...I when there by train with Sam...WTH!! I was sooo damn never ride this thing before for my whole life...That was my first time..After we reach our destiny we when to watch sky laser but to bad we need to paid up first then we can't watch it but for me we still can watch other time...but for this guy call Sam he want to watch now...he don't care no matter what...what wrong with him at least we can watch it from out side..We walk to find a place to sit and get a good view to watch it and before that we ask a guy that how much it cost to go in he say "it will be 6 dollars i think so" and if you want to find out more please pro-seat to the information counter thank you"...And he say one more things there will be firework later on in 5 minutes later so don't miss it..I told Sam we are the luckies one today to watch FIREWORKS...yahoooo!! The firework was damn beautiful but too bad i didn't take a shot of the fireworks..After watching the fireworks, Sam help one of this guy to sell a fans and a light..I told that guy just let him sell one of the light in the end Sam entertain people but no body buy it from him..awww.. so sad..hahahah...after he entertain people both of us hack back to MRT station and when home..That was a craziest day i never had all thank to SAMSON!!hahaha..=))