"divulge:vidabella"

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

MEMORY REMAINS

well it's ture to have our memory remains?

The memories that we spent the most of our precious time with our love ones and our special friends that been there for us where ever we are feeling down..Will some time you find out that some memories will be precious, happy moment, sad moment and worst of yours that even it's hurt your own feeling..

For me I still don't know and still figure out and the whole days I been keep thinking about this..

I was cleaning up my things putting those thing a side and I saw my old dairy and precious gifts that I keep for my memory to remember about the past..Starting to read up and all the sudden my mind turn blank and tears came out for no reason..

Thinking about my friends and my love one..Then some thing cross my mind and started to think about my ex-boyfriends..OMG??I find it's wired feeling about my ex-boyfriends..and I don't know why??

Although we broke up we are still friends for example ones of them "Fadli" we attach year novmber 2005 till january 2006..It's like about 1 year and 2months with him..And all the sudden we still friend for about 3 year and I still can't believe that we are still friend after we broke off..Cause I thought that after your ex break up with you and they will never contact you but this one is different..

But I'm still glad to be with him by my side a friend..The one who use to love you and now becoming your good friend and have already already know you, understand about your personality, your attitude and your feeling..Not only him...I also want to thanks my friends who ever know me the best..Im really really..Thank you, for being there for me and giving me encourage, your support, accept who I am and thank for be there for me…THANK YOU..=D

---will I guess I know what the reason of the "Memory Remains" mean to me---

This one for someone

I had so much to say

About you, what I feel

And much more to convey

The things I never reveal.

In every moment I spent with you

My silence spoke a thousand meanings.

I lived a life in the moments so true

Never had I such unbound feelings.

I will find you in all my dreams,Will listen to you in my heart-beats.

How much you mean,I can’t tell anymore,

You will be a friend I had never seen before.

I know on this day we separateIt is the destiny, it is the fate.

I will miss you but it never pains

So long as the Memory Remains.

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

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