"divulge:vidabella"

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

--- Complicated ---

Thing going to be different this passing few days or even months, I wonder if I can cope with things around me including my study. Sometime my mood swing for no reason end up didn't go to school. Life can be confusing and misunderstanding sometime. People in my past use to be vanish and suddenly out of no where they come back to you again and doing the same mistake that they do in the past and disappear again. Must as well you don't exist in front of me at the very first place. Right? It's been three months, I know this guy and he been a really good friend of mine.I kind like him, but I'm not sure what his feelings towards me? Sometime when I want to express thing like my feelings is damn hard enough to come out from my mouth. It's like I can't put a good sentence or perfect words to say about it. Although he prefer meeting me rather then talking on the phone, but yet I feel so uneasy for me when he say like that. He even don't really texting me that much. Been thinking about this things on my head, well I guess I let him be in his world and me in my world too. If he continue like this I can't do anything about it and let it be. I can only wait and see only with my only eyes and ears what he reaction going to be. Now trying to find a good path.

--- trying to be me ---

♥ Bella going upside Down ♥

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